Interestingly enough, all seeking has the appearance of “advancing” towards the attainment of a particular experience or state; call it enlightenment, awakening, and so on. However, this seeking tends to be the last strategy that the mind uses to continue sustaining its false sense of identity as an “individual” that now believes it is “awakening”. Because the awakening of which we speak here is the absence of the “individual”. Hence, the understanding that I Am, in which everything seems to appear and disappear.
When What Happens When You Let God was published, it was intended as a spring board for people who are caught in the world of self-help that may find themselves running in circles. It is not a 100% representation of the non-dual nature of the Course in Miracles teaching, although it points in that direction,
Having said, that, the second book, What Happened After Letting God is strictly focused on the non-dual nature of the teachings of A Course in Miracles closing the circle that began with the previous one.
The experience of the world is cyclical. Everything has a beginning and an end. After all these years I felt inspired to grab my first book, What Happens When You Let God, and update it. But as I started reading it, I realized because of how the language is formulated I would have to rewrite it. That is why the second book, What Happened After Letting God, is a wonderful representation of my understanding of the non-dual message of A Course in Miracles.
What Happens When You Let God, although could surely support many people who are starting this journey, since it content relates to the teachings of A Course in Miracles, the last thing I want is that any possible misinterpretation could generate some confusion for anyone who feels inspired to study the Course.
The book served its purpose. It was written with a lot of love and devotion. But since it does not represent 100% the unequivocal non-dual purity of A Course in Miracles, I prefer not to make it available. That is why, again, the second book, What Happened After Letting God, written 10 years later, represent more accurately the non-dual nature of the teachings of A Course in Miracles.